Ain't it beautiful?
Hellow again world, it's been a while since I visited and shared my ramblings with the you all. But never fear, we've had an interesting time between posts. For one, I've discovered Ben Lee. Now for all of you who are saying "dear god, that's so last season" just be aware that I tend to find music about five years after it's gone out of fashion so on this one I'm really quite advanced. Another is that the countdown for Ben and Bron moving to Canada is getting awfully close. It's one month away, almost exactly. I'm going to miss those buggers, farts and all.
I've also had a bit of an awakening. It's come in anticipation of moving house in another month where I intend of "tidying things up". I had a rather disasterous evening last month when I realised that my life had no meaning (I don't for that to sound so fatalistic, take it in the most literal way possible). There was nothing in my life that really effected anything. I've been pushing my way through uni and dating a guy because we enjoy the company. Both very enjoyable experiences but what for? I don't actually like learning about business, it's too immoral and I couldn't deal with doing it every day.
So that's my project for the next few months. To think about what gives my life meaning and why I haven't been doing them for the last few years.
I've also had a bit of an awakening. It's come in anticipation of moving house in another month where I intend of "tidying things up". I had a rather disasterous evening last month when I realised that my life had no meaning (I don't for that to sound so fatalistic, take it in the most literal way possible). There was nothing in my life that really effected anything. I've been pushing my way through uni and dating a guy because we enjoy the company. Both very enjoyable experiences but what for? I don't actually like learning about business, it's too immoral and I couldn't deal with doing it every day.
So that's my project for the next few months. To think about what gives my life meaning and why I haven't been doing them for the last few years.
1 Comments:
Glad to see you back and writing! I definitely know what its like needing to think about direction. I've been home a month now, and I don't think a day has gone by where I haven't stopped to think 'I wonder where my life is heading now'. There's so many amazing things to do out there - don't get caught in a rut!
I think that sounded almost preachy.
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